Everyone has that relationship that they never quite get over. No matter what happens in between, when you're together it's like nothing has changed. deep down, you both know you're supposed to be together, but you just can't seem to make it work.
I'm the type of person, who likes to keep everything bottled up. I'm not the type to just break down in front of everyone. I like to put on a fake smile to let everyone know the person outside is smiling, while the person inside is hurting. Then, when I'm finally alone, that's when I can let everything out. Explaining myself is just too hard, I'd rather be alone and cry, rather than explaining myself while crying.